hi guys! im in my skool library now.. so bored.. lessons ended at like 12.. but i hafta stay in skool coz i have lifesaving lessons later on at 6pm.. argh.. so bored.. lucky got computer to surf the net and also blog.. woke up 5 mins late dis morning and den found out dat arsenal won 2-1! wooohooo. finally won.. god damn it.. better win dis weekend too..
i just weighed myself yesterday and found out dat i went back to the same state as i was b4 i went on diet. i hit the magical 3 digit number already. but i cant stop eating. although i noe dat im putting on weight real fast! its like a vicious cycle.. u noe u are fat.. u cant fit into clothes den u become pek chek... and den when u become pek chek.. u go into the kitchen looking for food! when u noe by eating more u will become more pek chek and the cycle goes on and on! haiz.. so sad.. i must conquer dis vicious cycle and get myself back in shape b4 CNY.. its so tiring.. goin on diet.. cant eat dis cant eat that.. feels as though life is meaningless! alright i admit im getting lazier.. and somemore when i study, my mouth cant stop muching on stuff. and i always tell myself. need to eat den got strength to study. WAKE UP KELVIN TNG!! stop deluding yourself.
okok i better stop dis self reflection session b4 my schizophrenic self surfaces out. till den i log off here. thank you for your time. ciao
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