1st post as a civilian

for those religiously waiting for me to post. i sincerely apologize for NOT posting for so long... (im enjoying my civilian life ok) i can tell u its fcuking SHIOK man. no more fearing calls starting with 6318. no more going out shopping and fearing ppl might call me and check where i am. its pure bliss man... its total freedom... argh!!! song ar!!!

anyway(anyways, in audrey's context) i have been pretty engrossed in my studies (amazingly). yes yes.. for all those doubters. DAMN YOU. im studying ok. in fact im now in NUS studying in the science library. just finished my assignment so i thought i could take a breather by blogging right now.

im currently taking 4 modules. maths, principles of banking and finance, econs and intro to business and management. i would say maths is the easiest subject right now. the one i fear most would be the business and management mod. i keep procrastinating.. i know i have to start one day... damn... and becoz of dis i have been sleeping quite uneasily nowanights. with the thought that i haven study at the back of my head.

my deardear is very sweet. she is the sweetest thing in the world though she does nothing. she is so sweet she gives me diabetes. (the last paragraph was courtesy of audrey heng. she forced me to write one!!!)

ok guys i log off here. from NUS!!! ciaoz!!!!~~~

i just wanna say.....

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
R
D LO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the light at the end of tunnel..

its there.. its unmistakable. its the light.. the ORD light.. i can see it. its nearing.. im speeding towards it! i will be 3SG(NS)Tng on tuesday. it marks a new phase in my life! after spending 2 years 4 months of service in with the force, i going to leave it. made lotsa nice frens there.. hopefully we will be in contact after i leave.

played soccer at 9am at punggol sec. let in the only goal just minutes after kickoff. was quite a soft goal. maybe due to the flu, my concentration was quite bad. was caught day dreaming quite a number of times. but i had a good 2nd half. din let in any goals. but sadly my our team din get any goal back. oh yea. theres a penalty awarded to opponent. and they missed it. striking the post. haha

ok.. i sign off here.. go and study le... see ya soon.

i give up

i give up as being the person trying so hard to ask ppl to go play soccer.. im not hard up for soccer.. just wanna get guys together. i dun blame them. they got their own commitments. so maybe i should just stick to play my weekly match days and not waste my sms sms-ing when it would be a unfruitful ending.

why do i even try so hard? do ppl even noe how hard it is? nah... i doubt so.. anyway its just sending out smses. i should move on.. make new frens.. and forget old ones. move on tng.

i am sick...

im sick... very very very sick... think dis bout of sickness has been waiting for quite some time to erupt! now it leaves totally defeated.. woke up dis morning... went to CGH to get MC... coz i was supposed to go back to camp today.. but im reallly sick.. not chao keng one... came home at 11 plus.. had 2 slices of bread.. and slept all the way till 7pm. had dinner.. and nua till now... i wanna study.. but when i think of nearing my notes.. i wanna sleep.

i dunno how am i gonna go to skool tomolo.. really hope i will get better tomolo.. coz tomolo is long day.. wif maths and econs.. madness.. and its non-stop hits till thursday.

tried to catch the fireworks on saturday.. but missed it due to the massive jam.. had to settle watching it by the roadside.. just outside parliament house.. it was spectecular.. if onli we were there early like some of the fcuking kiasu ppl. after dat we went TM.. wanted to watch movie. but den ended up taking NEOPRINTS. my goodness.. it cost me 10 freaking bucks! and my sisters enjoyed it like siao. kaoz.. wo lao le...

ok i sign off here.. pls pray dat i will be better tomolo.. i better go off and sleep... bye..

bo liao.

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Tng is a skoolboi

I finally made up my mind today and bought myself a pair of crocs™. haha! though its not cheap.. but the comfort it brings.. and really unsubstitutable. no wonder so many ppl are buying it now.. i din buy the original one with lotsa holes(audrey bought that) i bought the one dat's called professional. lolz was comtemplating between orange and pearl white.. decided to get the pearl white one coz orange is just too loud... im very low profile u noe... =X

i started skool already.. into my 3rd day tomolo.. lectures are very fun! my maths lecturer is an indian lady called Mrs Meena. hahaha! i couldnt understand wad shes saying and i keep luffing to myself coz i kept thinking of the little girl running buying BIRDS. *indian accent* '5 birds pls' the econs lecturer is lagi best.. Mr Ting, i think he repeats all his jokes. becoz he dun seem to luff at them.. but hes good.. keeping lectures really fun. and the amazing thing is.. I DIN SLEEP! 3 hours flat lecture.. maybe its just the beginning. but i hope i will continue to do welL!

after skool today went TM, brought my nokia 6280 to the care centre. basket zq told me the thing only need 1 hour. but when my turn the lady told me.' come back tomolo.' nabei... now i feel so incapicitated. saw a parked van mounted on a kerb. wanna take picture also cannot.. haha. alright.. tomolo's a long day for me.. skool and swimming at 6pm.. till den see ya!!

P.S.: eh.. ppl who looking at the blog.. tag in the tagboard leh.. dun quiet quiet come quiet quiet go.. = )