halo guys.. thursday today.. ultimate sianzation.. did my IRF(immediate response force) duty on tuesday. kinda sux to da MAX! 1stly im the irf com. den my 'men' is one of my mechs. he is dis new guy.. his attitude sux man.. seriously i hate him.. thinks he is a BIG fuck..

1st fucking up: when we were rushing for time on a friday. we were doing track and we were running late.. he smartly CLEANED the track pin despite me and master hoe telling him,' faster hit in can liao' he still did it his way.. at dat point of time i was agitated. but too bad i still CPL. still small fuck.

2nd fucking up: he was doing battery in V200. confined space. den he ask a question,' can i cut dis spanner into a shorter one? i mean seriously, im serious u noe?' i was like WTF. nabei tok simi cock? cut spanner? siao gina.

3rd fucking up: he was doing irf wif me. had a super garang DO. confirm turn out. had staff parade at 2200. was told of turnout at 2300. 1 hour i lazy to go up bunk so i stayed in the guard room. he happily strolled up. in the end he came down. turned out without wearing his head dress. nabei.. dun understand dis ppl.. den morning had to raise flag.. i was raising the state flag(1st to go up) the other irf raised the RSAF flag(last to go up) and he raised the SAF flag(2nd). when i raised.. he wait. the other person also wait.. den i say to him while raising my flag,' eh raise leh waiting for wad?' his reply was,' i tot is the other person? i not 2nd wad. i tot dis i tot dat' knn lin pei fire up liao coz dis flag raising shit is damn stress one leh.. can sign extra till i sign on RP. so i told him raise and stop arguing. haiz.. in the end he last person to coil the string.. he somemore say he do b4..

tsk tsk.. seriously.. im starting to condemn him.. come may when my sar tiao come.. i see how he gonna die. dunno man but when i see him my fire starts to build up. but its ok.. theres more to come.. batteries batteries and perhaps.. MORE batteries.. wahahaha okok i shall end here.. dis post is to let u noe.. how much im suffering in my camp.. lol. busy weekend ahead.. so maybe wun blog much.. till den ciao ciao

back with pics!

halo!!!! surprised i blogging again!? wahahaha all thanx to mr Tan Wei Lian William. i learnt how to put pics into my blog! so here there are the pics of my bday party.. feel free to go view william's blog too. mezzanine84.blogspot.com (haha no he din pay me any advertisement fee) till den ciao!



dis is my bday cake made by my super mummy! 3-tier!! 1st & 2nd layer=chocolate, bottom=mango



tkband 2000 batch! (L-R)Cheryl, Siying(Law Ong's gf), Law Ong, ME, William, Dewei, badly missed(Ei Hua) =P



My happy family!!



dis is my aunts(mum side), cousins and my grandma



dis is me with my ultimate best buddy daniel ho guang rong. seems dat im toking or something. lolz

alright dats all guys, for those who wans the photos pls add me in MSN @ kelvin_tng@hotmail.com den ask me send u all k? till den ciaoZ!

its over?

halo ppl religiously waiting for me to blog.. its me after 1 month plus.. i have so many things to write.. but im so lazy.. many things happened in this month of absence.. most notably is my close relative passed away.. my 21st birthday! and little things like V200 course held in my camp etc etc..

my relative.. who i call cim poh.. she is my maternal grandfather's bro's wife.. she passed away peacefully on 5th march.. on a saturday.. received the news 1st from my mum.. was crying over the phone and i tot something happened to her.. den she told me 'cim poh mei you le..' my heart sank.. she looked fine during cny.. played blackjack and was her usual jovial self.. how can someone just go like dat..? but 1 thing very peculiar.. she gave me an extra hongbao during cny.. she said its for my birthday... i did not wanna accept it at 1st but she kept pushing.. and i finally took it.. did she noe dat she wasn't gonna make it for my bday..? i wonder... i dunno.. im sad dat she pass away.. at the same time scared.. dat my relatives will one by one just go off.. dunno why.. but though my grandfather passed away 8 years already.. i still tear when i go to the temple and see his photo on the altar.. it just seem like yesterday he was knocking on my house door.. watching me play computer games.. i learnt to treat old folks nicer.. especially my grandma.. though shes naggy.. i sat at the dining table and listened to her tok abt her younger days after lunch. life is precious.. live life to the max..

26th march was my birthday! i celebrated it on the 25th coz i had to do duty on the 27th.. i must say i had the most wondrful time.. though i din get a chalet my downstairs was a good enuff place.. my mum cooked a feast.. which many ppl praised for the good food.. i gotta thank all the ppl who came.. and bought me those wonderful presents.. really love every single one of them! gotta thank my dad.. who was working all the way.. be it clearing rubbish.. topping up drinks.. etc etc.. my 3rd aunt's husband.. who brought all the tables.. and chairs.. my close frens who became advanced parties.. helping me decorate the place.. etc.. and lastly.. i wanna thank my MOTHER. she is the greatest.. baked a 3 tier cake for me.. cook so much food dat could beat any caterer FLAT. she is the person i love and respect the most. thank you mummy. got quite a lot of money.. actually wanted to get the tag huer.. coz my parents said they will top up the rest of money needed.. the Tag Huer is the watch i wanted for my 21st bday since i was young.. but since my tk band gang gave me a watch. i dun see a need to bother my parents anymore for money.. yep.. really enjoyed myself.. though i needed to bathe 3 times.. after being saboed everytime i bathe. thank you guys for making it..

27th march..duty personnel at chong pang camp.. my BOS was a devote buddist. me being a buddhist.. was interested to know more.. taught me many things.. like karma.. etc.. kinda enlightened me.. i considered attending buddhist classes after his talk.. death would be very scary.. seriously.. if i did many bad things.. my debtors would come to me and wan me to pay wad i owed.. and most scary is dat im alone.. slept like a pig after dat.

28th march.. my V200 course ended.. 3 weeks of being wif old frens from OETI..and making new frens as well.. end of course marks the start of hell.. as im now a trained personnel in V200.. and im required to take out the bloody engine.. haha well.. no choice.. who ask me suay in dis vocation..

hmmm.. like li sheng jie's chi xin jue dui.. sorta describe the feeling im feeling.. but i guess im not dat chi xin ba... shi gai fang shou de shi hou... jiu de fang shou.. yep.. im needa move on.. yes im lonely at dis point of time.. but all dis is my own doing.. i dun wanna risk losing a frenship.. dats the tender line drawn between a platonic relatioship and a relationship based on love..

alright with dat i end my entry here.. so late already.. haven sleep.. had a jog just now( like rare).. down on stamina.. acting like a fat slab of lard.. i MUST change that. till den... ciaoZ~!