mummys home

my mum's home. thank you frens for all ya verbal support via tagboard.

but the bad news is.... my mum has actually already had a minor stroke. so minor she din even noe when it happened. the doctors at SGH found a clot in her brain via the scan. and though the vein is as fine as hair.. they say that it still... a stroke...

the even badder news is... the doctors told her that nobody survives a 2nd stroke... this is really bad news.. really hope my mum takes things real easy.. this year haven been good. hope the next will be.. anyway.. it just aint fair.. its like we were all the way there in sickness and in death. but now even a phone call seems so far? is it that hard? life's lessons... GET WELL SOON MUMMY!

update

an update from the previous post. the 'taking' of spinal liquid was terrible. doctors at CGH are really... us*less. not forgetting they tried to IV my mum. they had to do it 3 times. ppl who experienced failed IVs can attest to how painful it is. now its times 3. and its becoming blue black now. back to the spinal liquid thingy. this doctor was there happily injected my mum hoping dat the liquid would miraculously come out. not a drop came out. 2nd try... so that means 2nd needle into a diff place in the spine. (try to imagine wad my mum is going thru?) 2nd try fail. HE DEN TRIED THE FUCKING THIRD TIME. same outcome. this time, he said,"jia lat jia lat" . come on man... how UNPROFESSIONAL can doctors be? wad kind of confidence is he giving to the poor patient who happened to be my unfortunate mum? after that he called another doctor who came. then he said. 'jiu xing lai le jiu xing lai le' i just have dis to say to that doc. 'TIU LE LO MO'

The doctors also have a knack of being GEI KIANG. they refused to give my mum anarex today. and kept giving her tramadol, which is something like panadol plus something else which does NOTHING to help in pain relieve. other than that. they also like Ranieri the 'Tinkerman'. they change medicine every day. how the fuck can my mother be ok when u fucking change the stupid bloody medicine everyday?

enuff is enuff. i rescued my mum from hell today. by transferring her to SGH. i felt so at home in SGH. for now, lets just continue praying that my mum will be fine. (shes a little better btw.)

enuff of ranting. i wanna thank those who tagged supportive words to me.. cheryl for your sms. and of course william who came all the way from queenstown to changi hospital to visit my mum. last but not least, i wanna thank my gf for being there when i needed her so much. u guys made my bad day better. thanks.

the brain scan was fine. thanx guys. now they wanna take some spine fluid. will try to get my mother out of CGH later on.

you will be fine.

as i type this post.. my heart is very heavy... i have never experienced this in my life b4... i feel like crying.. this is just so unfair..

yesterday my mum went got admitted to hospital coz of she was having severe head ache. to the point where she was so tensed up. tot she was having stroke synptoms, so i rushed her to the hospital. seriously dun like the idea of CGH. but at this point of time i just gotta trust them. she did a brain scan just now. i dunno wad else to type already. so frens who are reading dis post. pls pray for my mummy's safety and health..

Dedicated to 叔叔

My uncle passed away this afternoon at 1630. He has been suffering from cancer for the longest time. In my memory, he has always been a very very strong man. He was a regular in SAF serving as Guards. i had always been close to him. sometimes staying over with him during weekends when he would bring me out for MacDonald's. He was tough on me, due to the fact that im the only male descendent of the Tng family. He taught me how to open canned drinks, climb those old playgrounds which are very high. He was almost like a father to me. When i celebrated one of my birthdays and my dad was out-station. He reprimanded me in the room when i got out of hand. there are so many memories in my mind of him. its almost impossible to list them all out here. 3 weeks ago, i dreamt of him, telling me he has recovered from cancer already. when i told my mum. She told me that was a sign.. On the bright side, he has finished suffering. from a very hardy and rugged guardsman, i saw how he became like a pack of bones.

叔叔, u have suffered enuff. now u shall go to a place where there is no more pain and suffering, and u will be sorely missed.

P.S: as for the tagboard wars. i hope that this person can stop whatever he/she is doing. what goes around, comes a round. full swing, full force. at least stop till the end of dis week as a mark of respect.